I found those people
to whom I consider bad
I started talking to her 
I felt if I was wrong
she is a good person remain in a confusion doubt on my perception lots of question 
was I wrong
did I mis lead the people I considered gold as silver 
and silver as gold according to me 
it is a rule of world getting ignored by the people
to which I belong 
getting attention by those 
to which I consider bad
Going school daily involved in similar atmosphere 
sometimes feels like there was a love able place 
sometimes like hell 
why 
same questions blow in my mind 
answers I get 
like 
because of people around you
because of ignorance because of my nature which is to find happiness 
there was a girl 
she told me 
I am a lame person 
why
because I want to make laugh others
listen my answer
I went to you 
when you were alone 
when you were a new 
I love to explore things 
I am a joyful person
I will do whatever I want
We came here hiding
Dreams behind the smile
But we are
Crying 
Leaving 
Hiding 
Behind the same joyful smile 
It hard 
It pains
It hurts
We came here 
With a bunch of queries 
But we are living with a bunch of memories
We came here by shifting 
From friends to strangers 
Sometimes 
I feel 
I should give up
I should change my seat I should do this in that but 
then comes the hope from God 
who is my strength 
God has replied my prayer 
With a beautiful words
He said 
Don't worry 
Giving these situations 
To you to make
powerful
Independent
To give different perspective of a world 
I give you these hardships 
Because you are a 
Favorite of mine
Then sudden thoughts came 
When did we change 
From throwing paper planes 
And driving wooden trains 
To this

When did we grown up 
To fight 
To become someone 
To concentration
To take care of parents 
Making image of own
So much to do 
Our childhood went 
Just went 
Without informing

 
Dear childhood
Why did you go
Why did you become stranger 
It is difficult
To live with the memories 
You have given 
Don't know 
I should be happy or
I should cry 
The innocence of childhood went
The innocence of making planes went 
Getting involved in this cruel world
Come back my childhood