An big mistake

I am sorry... I am sorry for hurting you again and again. I am sorry for making you sad. I am sorry for being jealous on you . And i am sorry for bothering you all time not understanding about you. I am sorry for all the misunderstandings and assumptions that i made by myself. I am sorry for everything i have done on you. I am really worrying myself for affecting your freedom. I am so sorry for everything i have made. Just give me an chance, forgive me for all my mistakes and please forget them , talk to me like the old days, i feel like i am going in a very worng path , i àm sorry on everything i have done for , i don't know whether is there forgiveness for me , in the name of over care i litterly destroyed your freedom i am so sorry. I made an promise to be with you i taught it will help you at tough times , now i realise i made that for myself.. still peoples are speaking to me and asking about me , but i was not feeling comfort as i with you. I have no other words to explain myself, the reason now we are just friends is me i know that i am so sorry for not able be your best friend and not able keep you peacefully.

Forgive me

 I know i am the worse frnd in your life that  you have ever seen i am sorry for making you feel insecure all time. I never knew that a girl will feel like 

this i thought you as my brother and as a boy so that i was not able to understand your girl feelings. I never thought i will be like this to you. But i have those memories in my heart forever which we made. Everytime i taught about me and my perspective of caring. Everytime i think of you i am feeling guilty I don't know what to do. Except asking sorry. I am sorry i just wanted to be your best friend and i was worried whether someone will replace my place, but i never thought of losing my place in your heart. I am not sure whether this text is right or worng but i can't keep them inside. I want you to be happy that what i tried all time, but in the end i ended by hurting you and myself. 

Love you alot

The comman 12 b grp idea was given by me and i made that for you to keep you connected with others but because of my jealous on you i just kept hurting you with that group and now you stopped texting there. My sister told me she spoken to you on Instagram i am so glad that you are peaceful again, and that means a lot to me. But being in touch with me surely will kill your peace. I don't want to let that happen. Let my struggles be with me for what reason you have get all hurt all time the . You are so right dear , you should not spoken to me , i think that could have helped to be more peaceful and more freedom. I don't want to make you sad again and again you  are the sweetest soul i have ever met and you deserve to be happy again. I wish i we get an chance to speak again , without late replies and without fights lets talk all night if we get an chance. Take care of yourself, take care of your family, don't let your beautiful smile down. 

Thank you bestfriend

Thank you so for being with me in my tough times , i hope we can speak again soon. I want you to near with me alltime but that's not good for your if we get a chance to go back to last year's October and November and December, i think we can speak good again and me myself o swear i will never do them again. But now i am all done so sorry for everything i have done. If we can have an another generation lets be best friend there. This is the most painful decison in my life 😔. I need you but its not gonna happen and we can't be. The beaty inside of is so precious one don't change that for anyone.i am so sorry for everything. And i don't know what to say but if this makes you peacefull i think that what important to you.... Atlast can  i know the happiest moment of you with me ?