The sky keep pouring and the coldness is felt underneath my skin. Rain always have the magical power to make you comfortable. Sizzling sound and the droplets that slides through the leaves and hanging at the tip like a child holding the fingers of his mother. This scene gives you the serenity that no one can offer. But it is not like that now a days.

Nothing feels right. I kept myself busy doing irrelevant things. Bit in the end, I always find myself roaming in some other world where all the sounds around me fades away. Lately I have been searching for happiness. I know, its not something to be chased. But there is nothing I can do but to search for it. 

Wakinh up in the morning seems like a burden now a days. I keep trying to figure it out what I'm supposed to do. I can feel the loneliness, even in the middle of a crowd. Sadness sweeps into my soul from nowhere. Its feels like my body and my mind is not in good terms. When my body is trying to adjust in the moment, my mind keeps wandering here and there.

People say “ Do things that makes you happy ” . Even I do it like that always. But still, some part of me gets disappointed in something that I'm not aware of. Right after the moment of happiness and satisfaction, emptiness take a place in my heart as if it was there for a long time. Sound weird. No, its actually weird.

Between the “happy me” and the “sad me” I stand still confused like a 5 year old child. Mornings are better. Its just that I always tend to slip away into an another world from the middle of a crowd. Nights are the worst. I find tears rollind down my cheeks. Like for what? I don't know. Perhaps my mind may not be happy with what I am doing right now. 

Hope is a great thing actually. Its the only reason why we lool forward to tomorrow. A hope that everything will be alright. A hope for happiness. A hope for a miracle. A hope for a better day. Everything is about hope. Right now, some of you must have going through the storm all alone. May be like me. Still trying to figure out what is really happening in your life. But you are hanging in there, hoping for a better day. Thays what makes you alive.