Hello everyone! I hope you are doing good and are safe along with your family in these tiring times. 

I am here with another story today. A real story, which I am sure, a lot of more people have faced. 

In life, there must be a lot of times when we feel low, lonely, unloved. But you know what's worst? being in a crowd of loved ones and still feeling lonely. Getting nobody to talk to, to share your feelings. 

Lemme share some incidents of Shruti's life. To which we can relate in some way or the other. Okay, let's start now.

Shruti is from a joint family. There are around 15+ people in her house. But heartbreaking thing is, out of so many people she still doesn't have anybody to talk her heart out. There's nobody who understands her. 

Due to all this, loneliness, initially, she started fussing, showing tantrums and anger took over her. she was just 12 or 13 years old and had nobody to understand the pain her pain behind her anger. Not even her mother. All took her wrong. 

She cried in silence, at dark night,t covering her mouth so that no sound could go out. She started hiding her pain, cutting herself away, alone in a corner.

One fine night, she was having her dinner in the kitchen on a stool. And something someone told that hurt her deeply. she couldn't say anything neither move. she was a very sensitive as well as a strong girl at the same time. Tears rolled down her cheeks and dropped at the plate. she didn't move. she couldn't allow a scene to happen because of her. She finished her food, went to her bathroom, and had a crying session with God and her late grandpa. 

Another fine evening, the whole family was chilling in the living room. she was there too. All were in a happy mood but, she? No, she wasn't. Being seated in the corner of the room, nobody bothered to pay any attention. Her words were also ignored which hurt her more. Like always she went to her room, cried, and came back with a smile on her face and a broken soul inside. 

There were many more incidents like these. Nights and nights of crying, holding her mouth tight. Blaming herself, dark thoughts such as running away or just die. No, she didn't take any wrong path. She just started covering her pain with a smile and move on. Ignore the ones who ignore her, who hurt her. 

She went ahead in life with herself, with God, and her dreams. Started looking for ways to earn secretly being a teenager.

Part two of this will be there,  with the positive side. If you like and want part two of it drop it in the comment section. 

Thanks for reading!