MY FIRST BLOG!
Welcoming you to my journey of turning my feelings into words. Hope you'll connect with my thoughts. 
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Since my childhood I have always loved and cared for my dadaji but I was not so much close to him. He is and has always been very disciplined. He wakes up early and has always taught me to do same and to have a good schedule (which I haven't achieved so far). Finding him strict towards everything made a huge gap between to of us. I started questioning him about everything and concluded with, "Dadaji aap sab kuch mujhe hi kyu bolte ho?" (Because sometimes I felt he was partial to me.) Years passed but we didn't changed. Looking at 5-6 years back I started feeling that he was never at bad side, it was me who was!! (Basically dimag aa gaya mere andar) He always wanted me to achieve good things and so thus he tried his best to make me a good human being. (Because I was most indisciplined child at my house then and even now.) I love him more than before now. I spend my days sitting next to him and now we talk, laugh, share things. We both understand each other even more. The moment I wake up I want to see him. Till he sleeps I stay with him. He says me, "Tu esse hi hasti rehna, khush rehna." I feel this is the best blessing someone could ever give me.
May 2021 started and he was not well, I stayed by him for 10 days and later on he tested covid positive and was admitted to hospital. I burst into tears but THANK GOD he is okay and tested negative few days back. The moment I holded his hands I felt I am blessed with the best. I feel so happy for him! Though I have a joint family with ten members but I can't even imagine my life without him. He is backbone of our family and we all love him like anything. I feel shy to say him what he means to me but I LOVE YOU THE MOST DADAJI!💙
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Anyone who read this and tried their best to understand my feelings, THANK YOU SO MUCH!
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ALSO PLEASE GO AND HUG YOUR GRANDPARENTS AND TELL THEM HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM AND I WISH THEY ARE HEALTHY AND HAPPY!❤