I wonder why?

A girl once had the desire to fly high-rise the azure sky,

who had the best recipes for coffee cake and blueberry smoothies.

The deep starry rivers that streamed through her veins,

with winter's icy rays reflecting in her  eyes,

where her dreams just shifted like a kaleidoscope.

She lived in a fantasy world built up by:

the light of sunshine,idyllic flowers ,shades of peach,

wild mountains , starry sky and the misty moon.

As time passed by , gradually she became

A potrait of "a beautiful mess" surprisingly looking at her sky

blackened ; filled with charcoaled dust,

the bright sunshine faded away in the dark,

the missing moon; the disappearing stars,

high and dry mountains , shades of emptiness allover.

Her fantasy world collapsed ,it was just mere silence.

she lost herself!

I wonder why?!

for we may never know how or why

perhaps,sometimes 'the end' is simply the end.

i know, it'll take her a little time ,

but she will come back to her, where she left her , wherever it is she put herself down the last (nov 22, 2021)

and i wish, i would never wonder why, again!.

                    Time constraint plays an important role in the loop of life after birth and before death.

There are so many incidents that take place every single day yet you walk in tomorrow with all the hope from within for you still believe in yourself if this is true then why not take things easy all the way that leads you to your destination?, make your journey unique and special as you got n number of ways to seek the treasure ; there are always ridges, furrows , pebbles , storm , rain and snow remind yourself the reason you are here whenever you fall  and this would drive your strength to a long way ahead.

Focus , consistency and patience is all that you need for what you wanted to be all this while i.e successful future. May be it will take some time to get into these aspects of keywords to success but once u get used to it you’re the winner

One day u will be what you wanted to be 

(it’s not as easy as the sentence I have mentioned above , but a challenge through your entire life and a matter of time)

You dont need motivation to pursue what you want 

But "love" for the same.