Why  I am good

  Those who are good people, they never praise themselves.  They never say that they are good.  I also never sing my praises to people.  I do not exaggerate and praise myself long and wide.  So I'm good.
 

Why I could not do something in life.

This is a problem for extra talented people.  They have so much talent, they have so much knowledge and talent in everything, they can't decide which one to keep, which one to leave.  I had the same problem.  I was born with so much talent, half of my life has passed just by understanding which one to give up, which one to do.  So I didn't do anything else.

What do I do?

I do nothing.  I just think what to do. I think what would be better to do. What can be done.  I keep thinking and thinking.
 

Why I don't like movies, songs, poems, novels etc. 
 

These are all fiction.  The writers sit down and create these with  imaginary thoughts.  Mostly imaginary, which is a good lie to say.  They create art by lying about human emotions.  From there they waste their own time.  And it wastes the time of ordinary people.
 

To whom do I love?

Where is lover?  There is mind, but there is no man of mind.  So may be I love the ' love'.

My daily routine

Eleven in the morning

it's eleven o'clock!  It's too late to wake up.Go, open the mosquito net and clean the bed.
 

But  what will happen after opening!  I shall open half of it.I have to hang it at night again.

11:15 a.m.

No, I have to brush.  It is not done for a long time.

But now a days doctors say that brushing should be done at night, not in the morning.

So not now, I shall do it at night.

It's twelve o'clock

Let's clean the door.  It is not cleaned for a long time.  The whole house is filled with dust.  The stench is also spreading from the bathroom.  It's lying around in the kitchen. 

But what will happen.  Christmas is coming a few days later.  I will do it before that.  Even if I clean it now, I have to do it then.  I would rather do it then.  That would be good.
 

It's 1 p.m.
 

No, I have to take a bath today.
 

Everyday I think- I will do it next day. 
But it is not done anyday.  It smells bad.  I have not bathed through 15 days. 
 

But I the weather is a little cold today.
Tomorrow may be sunny weather.
  I will do it again tomorrow.  
 

It's two o'clock

No, it is not right to eat sitting on gurdians money .  This  is the time to find a job.
 

But who will give me work.  Everyone wants experience now a days.  Low salary for small jobs that can be found without experience.

How to get a good salary without experience.  I spent so much time without working.  The experience is no more.  Now who will hire me. I will go around looking for work, bus fare, train fare will cost.  The people of the house are feeding.  Let's eat.  I will think if someone offers a good job later.

I am not feeling well.  I'm chewing a betel after eating . But where did the people of the house leave the pot?  Who can find again.  I drop the spit after chewing betel in the corner of this room.  Who is coming to see so much.
 

At 7 p.m.
 

No.  There is no point in spending the day sitting like this.  Even if it is a small job, I  have to look for it.

But where to go to find work in the evening?  I shall see it tomorrow.

It's eleven o'clock at night
 

  I ate and drank.  And there is no benefit in being late.Go to bed.  But I thought I would brush my teeth.  Doctors say to brush at the night.
 

Dam it.  Doctors warn and say a lot of big things. They forbid eating more fast food, they also forbid to use excess time on mobile phones.  All this is acceptable !  I will get up tomorrow morning and brush.