Firstly ,thanks to all those people who have  read my previous blogs. I always try to write on things that I've personally experienced in my life and try to help those people who go through the similar situation.

When I was a child , I used to be very shy and I used to hesitate to talk to people. My family was very conservative ,then. I never had guts to take part in the competitions or to present myself on the stage in front of many people. Till class 1st it was okay ,but after that I didn't take part in any curricular activities.  My parents always pressurized me to study and come first in the class. Due to all this,I never made many friends ,talked with very less people . I don't actually know how to keep my friendship with someone on good terms.

Even today ,when I'm a 20 year old woman I really don't know how to socialize myself with people around me. There is a difference between loneliness and being alone. You stay alone with your own choice, but you feel lonely when you don't have anyone to listen to. I used to feel lonely even with a group of friends because they did not give much attention to me (and I'm an attention seeker ). I like it when someone actually pays attention to me. Two years back ,I used to feel sad whenever I felt lonely. But now, I feel really very very happy when I spend time with myself.

I found the reason behind my loneliness and it was that I always felt left out with a group of my friends . But now I left that group and I only focus on the people who stay true to me behind my back too. I just want you all to know that if you feel lonely there is always a reason behind it ,may be you can't share something to someone or you don't have the true friends in your life to cheer you up or you are a private person who keeps their secrets with them and don't like to share it with others. I was a kind of person who would never share much to others, but today I'm a kind of person who loves to talk and genuinely cares for others . Loneliness can kill you from inside ,please talk to your loved ones guys and you will feel good.