It hurts cause when you told me the first time that you are in love with me, you knew you had not but it still pretended that you had fallen for me, exactly like the sun falls for the moon to occupy the evening skies.

It hurts cause when I fell for you like a child falls in love with bedtime stories and Lullabies, you kept leading me on and on, as if this would go way beyond forever- when you knew that all I was going to be in the end was a pile of debris.

It hurts cause when I told you that I was hurt and you could see that I was hurt and you knew that I was hurt because of you, all you ever told me in that moment was that I was being extra that I was overwhelming- when you knew that you had overwhelmed me with ignorance and suffering.

It hurts cause you knew that I loved you like I was breathing; like there was no other alternative to it and you still give me reason to give up- even when you knew what giving up on breathing in ends up in.

It hurts cause I clenched on to words- words that sometimes poems, other days letter and sometimes there were no words at all- I clenched on to silence on some days; I drank from way to ways innumerable Times, only for you to be able to comprehend the language of my trauma but you are never patient enough with words.

If the moon is the reminder of love, the sun is a reminder of hope

The sun never fails to astonish me,

It was a part full of inspiration,

When life hits me with stones of problems look up at the sky,

Sun was shining bright always

Even during night it illuminates the earth and the moon through its light.

It hides itself in a sheet of darkness and helping the moon to shine bright by giving his own radiance.

If the moon is the reminder of love, the sun as a reminder of hope.

Even when clouds try to hide its potential, it still shines even through we can see it.

That's what brave bodies do, they never stop doing their best.

They do it for themselves not to show others.

Hiding behind the black clouds it never falls to reflect the silver lining because it knows the darkness may hide its potential for sometimes. But can never take away its ability to eliminate others life only if it is believes in itself and it does.