Other people's word comes short, here my entire life is falling short, actually, it's becoming microscopic now. I don't know where the time is disappearing? The pace by which my day ends I can't even figure out what I did? What I was supposed to do? What is left to do? What am going to do? I feel like my life is playing on 10X Mode or someone put my life on the treadmill with a speed of 6kmph !! How come I wake up at 6 and then I blink twice or thrice, and boom .. what I see is that it's 10 pm now. Holy sh*t… I did not even breathe properly! 

Can you believe that it's December already ? Just a few days ago it was May and I completed my Graduation. It was June and I just celebrated my birthday with my family…. How come I have finished 1/4th of my Masters? And started preparing for CSIR ? It all feels like a dream. Isn't is ? 

I just packed my stuff for a week-long stay here , saying that I will come soon, but now it's been more than a month! I just had chhole bhature, licking my fingers, devouring every single bite , my soul entirely sinking in that taste … and now I am having that hostel vali Daal. Gluing pieces of my broken heart, watching my sibling having Aloo k parathe with butter on a video call. Huh … it's okay. In just a few days then I will also get to eat. That's what I constantly tell myself to calm my tears.  I just went to the market to buy groceries with my father. He was telling me that this used to be that now it is this and that used to be this….. I just crossed the road holding his hand. And now I am on the bus stand, carrying my heavy bags, all by myself!!  

I just met my best friend and we had an amazing day of shopping. Now it's been 74 days since we met. Feels like years. 

How swiftly life changes every day… I barely get time to do anything to pamper myself. All I do is wake up in the morning. Get ready. Attend the classes till 4 pm. Come back to the hostel. Have food if something is left. Go to the gym. Have dinner. Curse the food quality. Study till am not exhausted. Sleep. Repeat. Yeah, this is my life. 

Thanks for reading this !