Whatever the phase am going through, I obviously cannot find a suitable title . Let's call it X because Exes are always nuisance. Okay kidding. I never had a boyfriend so no ex as well. I am here, again,to write those thoughts I have right now in my mind that I cannot avoid and I have been constantly thinking about it since last 3 hours. Well, Today I was extremely happy and still thrilled.
I was so much happy that I sang all the songs I came across today. I danced even if it was a sad song. 
I had the best Rajma Chawal today that I was craving for since last two months.
I had the love of my life, RASNA, today , even though my doctor strictly told me to not to have sour foods or drinks . But I did.
 I talked to my childhood bestfriend ( she lives far away, in another state and I met her after 10 years in year 2022) . I loved talking to her.
I tried painting a daisy , however ended crumbling up the paper and threw it . But I enjoyed the process of making it , doesn't matter if it wasn't good or not upto my expectations. 
I heard my mother saying fancy English words that those chefs use in their cooking videos. I was really proud of her. She is getting skilled in various cuisines. She experiments until she finds the perfect recipe. Then gets excited like a kid to show us that she finally did it , waits for our reactions when we taste the food prepared by her. 
I watched a movie with my mother that she wanted to watch but couldn't. She really enjoyed it too. I observed the expressions she had on her face as the movie turned out to be good. 
I had a good chat with my father also. I forgot my Paytm password. I thought may be he knows. But the reply I got from him was actually funny. 
My sister and I had so much fun(not sure about her). I took her phone for a while and chatted with her friends in my way, a little annoying. She kept on saying don't do this please what they would think about me ! I didn't listen to her. I must say she has way more patience than me. Because I would have started yelling. I love her for this. But I helped her arranging the content for her project. So I deserved this I guess.
What else.... Yes , I gotta know that my other best friend is going to come back this week. I haven't met her since 3 months ! That's a huge gap for us. 
I did not have headache today. Yeah because I am on medication for other stuff also. That includes painkillers. Doesn't matter. 
Today, I was not sad , not even for a minute. It feels like a dream. I didn't feel guilty for anything today. I loved the chutzpah I had for everything . I wasn't lethargic not even for a second.  I did not think bad for myself that am not doing great or not enough to meet all the requirements to have a glittery future or I am wasting my time in useless stuff,etc.  I was totally optimistic about myself and everything around me.
Is it too much to wish to have this kinda day at least quadrice a week ? Rest three, I will manage.
Thanks for reading this !