Today finally I mustered the courage to start my own blog and pour down my feelings somewhere. I'm quite sure, there may be many people like me, who must be over thinkers but when it comes to act upon on our thoughts, we go silent. I was quite afraid about the judgment of people and mostly myself, of putting my thoughts out there. Though I know that everything I am gonna share will add some value to my work and may be to other's life as well, however there were some unidentified fear which used to retract me from becoming what I am truly meant to be. So, dear world here I took my first step to shut down all my fears, judgement, ego and negativity once for all. If you're reading this then please do me and yourself a favor and do something (be it the tiniest) today, which makes your inner child giggle and dance in pure happiness.
We often forget that feelings and intuitions are the medium of communication of God/Creator/Infinite Energy to us. If we feel joy then it indicates that we are in alignment to higher self and towards eternal love. Any negative feeling indicates that we are off the alignment and need to get back on the track. I would clarify what joy/happiness really mean and not what we think they mean. But let's just put that topic in parking lot for now and focus on very fundamental thought of start living a life to its fullest from right now. Let's just start dreaming and imagining again. Let's start putting words to our thoughts, colors to our dreams and clarity to our vision. Let's make a small start and fill that moment with the best of everything we have within us.
Today, I started my day with a smile as soon as I opened my eyes. I didn't have any reason in particular to smile. I just felt good and grateful for the morning and kept smiling. Today, for a change I didn't overthink my morning instead, I just simplified it by feeling everything in me and around me. That's how I landed on my feet to start blogging finally. See how a tiny start expedite the long term over due task :)
Also, making a commitment to myself to carry on this journey no matter what and share my joys, feelings, knowledge, experiences and sometimes insecurities with the world. Here, I am opening my arms and welcoming my true self to be home finally!!!