Hey there everybody ! My name is Sneha , a 17yr old girl who loves to explore life in a way that it should go the way it is i.e, I love to flow with the ups and downs my life offers to me . I want to accept the challenges when the time comes itself but hardly do I take pressure on myself for not much thinking about my future . Here is where all of my problems has started now . Let's get into it now.

Back in 2017 , in my 9th class out of nowhere I suddenly wanted to become an ‘Aeronautical Engineer’ once I grow up. My debate of being an aeronautical engineer literally started everywhere starting from my parents to my uncles to my aunts to my friends and literally every relative possible. Well that was my mistake itself because I didn't know this small little rant can create so much of mess in my life . I passed my class 10th in ICSE BOARDS with an average 93% ( was I happy ? was I sad? I was neither of it) I gave entrance exams for many schools - I CLEARED NONE ! That is where my life has started to put on its ‘back gear’

Don't worry I got into a very good CBSE school with my merit list ( as it was good enough) . ‘Class 11 Science student P.SNEHA’ my board has now changed from ICSE to CBSE . I wanted to study hard from the first day itself to fulfill my dream which you already know . Yes , I did study the way I used to study hard like my 10th class.  But if you would see my marks who simply couldn't have imagined what a downfall it was . Every exam I gave either I used to just pass or never go above 65% .Taunts from everywhere and friends laughing and mocking I've faced it all and I was broken. My nights and nights of screaming loud under a pillow and no one to share my problems with.   My life became so much dark like never before and my dream vanished there itself in a flow of life that I didn't know the direction of .

Sneha now came to class 12 and God gave another big surprise ‘COVID-19 WORLD LOCKDOWN’ I was completely demotivated but I took a good advantage of it , I wanted to remove the failure tag on me in class 12 . I am studying so hard day and night believe me or not and I hope God helps me in achieving a stability in my life so that I can at least make my parents proud .

I've realized that what seems easy is never easy . I may or may not become an aeronautical engineer one day but I can promise myself of growing into a good human and make my parents proud . I will go with the flow of my life now and choose the right option for my future . Now I'm really confused to choose what option because it becomes too difficult if you have none and have too many. Motivate yourself by having trust in yourself - my only life mantra now