My Love Ended Really Quick! (Not A Fiction)

Published Nov 5, 2021

7 mins read

1324 words

tequila.writes

M Prahalya

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My day starts by hearing his soothing voice. He unfolds the screens and lets the sunshine wake me up. My mornings are always beautiful with him. My Love! A life with him was a dream come true. We were so perfect together that nature could cherish us better than anyone else could. I slid down my bed and went to the balcony with a cup of cappuccino. He was playing the guitar softly. His ease of tune spoke to me and, this soft music filled the air. As I take a sip of my coffee, his glacier grey eyes met my raisin black eyes with a desire, and, swiftly the clouds sailed across the sky. The sun peeked and smiled at us, the flowers in the pots bloomed, the leaves fluttered, and the breeze danced to the beats of birds humming along with the music.

But, all this ended really quick. The voice went on mute. The strings of the guitar were quiet, just lying in the corner of the room. The sky looked dull while the clouds got dense; it just went on passing without grieving. The deeper my feelings were, the darker the sky grew. I could not face nature anymore. I locked my windows, I closed my screens, I tied my pain and, I just lay back on my bed. My tears slowly roll down my cheek. The clouds too could not hold their pain anymore; they cried along with me. I wish you were here right now. I'm hugging my pillow, just the sponge and not your soul. The wind hit my windows to open them. I know you all are worried about me but I can’t face you anymore, let me stay “I screamed”. Your presence beside me once enlightened me in the darkness of this room but, now I don't find myself anymore. Where did you go leaving me all alone with this sadness? Where did you go by breaking all my promises? The clouds roared, all of a sudden, I felt someone beside me; I felt a touch wiping my tears off. Is it him? I did not know. I could not hold my tears back. A hand crossed over my waist from behind; that grabbed me close and hugged me tight. The heavy rain turned to a silent drizzle and, I felt him. It was his fragrance; it was him for whom my tears were not stopping. "My love", I could feel your warmness, all I needed was you right at this moment and, I'm in your arms. My heart was still screaming for you. He slowly slips his fingers between my hairs, tucks them behind my ear and, he slowly whispers, "I'm here for you, your tears have no place between us". He slowly moved his face down; I could feel his breath against me. I questioned myself, Is it him? No, I could not accept that he was here for me. With a squeezing voice, get out of my thoughts, why are you haunting me? I said. Swiftly I felt his lips on my neck, all my soreness vanished, his soft kiss felt like honey dripping over me. I held his head and locked his soft hair between my fingers. His kiss longed and, I was lost in him. His hand creased over my face. He turned me towards him. My eyes were craving to see him but, I could not open my eyes. I moved my hand over his face. I could feel his glassy grey eyes that caught me in his love. I could feel his beats of breath that let me live. I could feel his cheeky cheeks that made me go crazy; I could feel his lips that locked in love trillions of times. My heart was still confused; I just held his face in my hands and kissed him on his forehead.

With bated breath,

I would die again and again in the love of your kiss, "He said"

Don't say that, please don't let me go.

He held my hand; his hand was cold enough that let my heart freeze.

I promise to walk by every step you take; the love of my soul will never be apart for you "He said"

I don't want you to be apart from me..."I screeched"

Calm down my baby girl, I would not and, I would never be far from you.

He kissed me on my forehead and hugged me closer to his heart but, I could not hear his heartbeat dancing for my love anymore, but my heartbeat kept him alive. It was dreary for me to think that his presence is no more in my life. I hugged him tighter and broke down into tears. He slowly lifted my face; I could feel him looking at me with his innocence. He said, "You look beautiful than angels in heaven.”I placed my hand over his lips; I didn't want him to talk about his absence anymore. He just removed my hand. I felt his love through his breath. My tears roll down. He slowly pushes his cheeks over my tears, wipes them off, and, said "I shouldn't be the reason for your tears"

I didn't have words to say how much he means to me.

I choose to love you in silence, for in my silence there is no rejection,

I choose to hold you in my dreams, for in my dreams there is no end.

He slowly kissed my cheek and said, I'll live, I'll let my soul live for our love to live forever.

He didn't give me a chance to speak a word. He brought his lips close to mine. His love was never old for me and, it would never be. My heartbeat dropped, my breath got faster. Our lips are locked with pain; we are lost in love, lost in our worlds...

Everything changed little by little. The wind stopped hitting the windows, the darkness was fading away, I could feel him fade away from my arms; I could feel him fade away from me... My hurt heart calmed down, the tears dried out. I consoled myself. Yes, his presence is no more but, his soul does live for me. I slowly opened my eyes, and I see no one beside me.

I opened my room screens and the windows that were worried. I stared at the sky. The sunshine gave a pleasant kiss, the wind waved a “Hi”

One question that flits on my mind,

How come only the wind from land can touch the end heights of the clouds? "I asked the wind"

Then the wind says:

I feel you, I feel you till the end,

Nevertheless how far you escape.

My only one to be felt,

My only one to be melt,

I'll melt you, I'll melt you till the end &

You will love me till your rain end.

No matter whether it rains or not, the wind never stops blowing through clouds; the wind doesn’t stop reaching the clouds.

Your presence doesn’t matter, your love does!