Hello my dears.. i know you all have a doubt what was the real problem here? You all know that tomorrow is Christmas. it will be a happy day for everyone in each and every moment that all are going to celebrate. but for me there is no hope for any happiness because my favourite person is not here with me. 

In everyone life there is a motivator or a guider for our well being . or someone who is there for giving us unconditional love or a person, there to share our emotions, thoughts, happiness etc.. or at least there is a person in our online platform who gives us message everyday like good morning,  had food? and the very commonly good night. the comedy in here is that the online friends are completely stranger and we have no idea who are they. the only thing we can identify is  their details from their bio and pictures which are provided by them through there channel. so there would be someone for everyone of us have to personal. so ya.. i tooo have one .. and i found him from internet. and its a a super long story which i will explain my next blog.. and the mistake which i had done is that trusting a guy and hoping that he will be with me forever.

I have sacrificed my sleep to talk to that guy.. AND  anyone who sacrifice his or her sleep for somebody. Trust me ,they are so much important to them, they are giving  them a huge value which is more than themselves worth.  and the tragic part  is that he is a  completely a stranger . but the way he talked to me is very nice ,trust worthy and that makes me to feel the he is not a stranger anymore. i have discovered that he was skinned  in his first affair. that make me so sad. and  i think that such guys will doesn't cheat another girl. because they know the pain of delude. but the thought of mine is simply wrong and he just gone from my life by a single message good bye. the truth is he don't love me anymore. His words and smiles are become fake. and the promise i will be there with me just completely doomed. 

Yes tomorrow is Christmas.. i have waiting  for his Christmas wish.. but there will not such thing is going to happen definitely that will make me so sad.. but i have to accept the reality that he is no more for me and fact i still love him.. so now ask me viewers.. why i am doing this to me .. definitely this hope will make me so sad.. but  why i can't forgot him.. and his shiny smile that i saw through videocall. May be love will be like this.. particularly True love. Anyway dears i have the potential to face every sorrows which i am experiencing in  my life. so i will definitely move on.. and Happy Christmas to you all.. keep all pf  your smile forever..