During my school days I was so energetic and was the sports captain of my house and school and was good at athletics. Time passed and even at college i loved playing games and being a part of sports.
Transition phase hit so hard. It was a good time going on and suddenly corona came during which my college was also about to get over. It was so so insane but i thought it would be a nice gala time being at home and not waking up so early. I never knew that I will struggle to get up early forever later.đź‘€
I used to enjoy sleeping till noon and having a good time for a few months but now it’s so boring that I have nothing to do. You all might be wondering why am I not taking up a job. It has a long story yet to be poured in here some other day; though I am looking for a govt job and not the private ones and thus it takes time You know.
I started waking up around 2 in the afternoon and after so much of determination I was able to shift it till 12noon. Sleeping late or even if sleeping early; waking up late. It seems normal to the ones waking up at a normal schedule but it’s hell of a task and so difficult. Alot has to be done to achieve my goals and getting oht of this odd cycle. Being independent is what everyone dreams of and so do I. I don't help my mom in the kitchen and I do zero help to anyone and this is being privileged and still I feel sad for what I am doing.
I am trying to fix that along with which fully trying to have a good diet and get out of this being lazy lethargic weak no energy zone. Long story short; I am so out of energy that even if I get to hear that some chaos has happened on the street outside; I would not be up for any reaction and would love to rest or sleep. Living in a joint family and bothering about nothing was good initially but now I am working on my schedule for months and waking up @2 even now and sleeping a gain after lunchđź«Ą
That’s it for today. I wonder if anybody could relate or suggest something for the betterment. Though in such case procrastination hits hard as it’s been months I am trying and thinking to change . Kept it short and kudos to the ones waking up early.✨
