Hey everyone! I am here with my deepest feelings, just delivering it to get rid of some baggage from inside of me. Please, bear with me.

You can do everything right from your side and they still won't see it or won't acknowledge it. You can listen to all the things they say, even notice what annoys them, what make them happy, angry or sad, things they try to hide away and lot more. You can even put them first every single time. And, it still won't be enough for them.

You will always find them to be the most fascinating people from the start. You praise them all your life from the beginning. They will win over your heart by showing you that they are intending to give you everything that you want, of course it's always rattling in the beginning - the peace before the storm. And slowly, ever so gradually, they turn everything right in front of you. Starting with the most social things, things you wouldn't even care about giving up, things you don't even notice this at first, because you feel that it's the smallest sacrifice compared to losing them.

You won't notice the change in your behaviour and actions, how you have started to distance yourself from some of your old friends, how you have started to think before you go to places, how you have started feeling the need to ask for consent to do things that you never before thought about. How everything you do is coming under microscope. And only when someone tells you that you have changed and you find yourself palpating to come up with a proper reply to their why, is when you realise what has happened to you and your behaviour. Because that's how well they have fogged up our minds.

It's hard to break a habit when you have no idea that something was becoming one. It's hard to try and find yourself when you are the one giving yourself up so freely. And I believe it is the hardest thing to realise that someone is not good for you, when you have convinced yourself otherwise, every day and every night. And may be we don't get to choose who we fall with, but we are sure as hell can choose who we fall out of love with. Hopefully, before they take away our very ability to choose.