Honestly, we are all pretty messed up. We all have our own secrets that we wish no one else would ever get to know. We all have past that are like box full of unnecessary things and I know I speak for more people than myself. When I say I would rather just find someone who can make me smile when I am feeling like a rainy day, sad and upsetting.

Messy will give me someone who is willing to understand what makes me the way I am, who gets that people make mistakes, who understands that there are more view points than just one, who doesn't make fun of me when they are something simple that I am unaware of.

Messy will give me someone with whom I don't need to exclaim for them to feel my existence, who understands that people can be different and their way of dealing things could be as different as they are, because of everything that we have been through, together and alone.

Messy is someone who wouldn't use my trauma against me, who will help me come out of myself slowly and carefully never pushing me too far, just far enough, small steps you know. Because we all have things that would shatter us, break us in seconds if referred and sometimes you need someone who understands that.

Messy is someone who is like you in more ways then just alike interests. Someone who can see the pain in your eyes when your whole body is laughing, someone who knows what its look like when the other person is mimicking it, someone who allows your flaws and tells you it will be okay because they get it.

Messy is someone who has been there for you everytime, no matter how messed up you are. Messy is someone who knows the pain you are going through even when you are not reflecting it. Messy is someone who will make you feel safe when you feel lonely and vulnerable.

You are totally wrong when you sit there and suppose that we are looking for perfection, you are wrong when you think that people need to be a certain way to be loved. And maybe we are wrong when we try to find in someone else, something that is missing in us.

So, what is your idea of being a messed up person? See you in next blog, Bye Bye everyone!