Hey people! Hope you all are doing well. My inner feelings are coming out here through this blog. 

Everything changes, people move on, move forward and just keep going, somewhere with some place in mind, towards something that they want, somewhere they want to be, they just move, non-stop away. Yet I'm stuck. Everything feel so stationary, my emotions left behind just as they were. Everything has just stop for me. And yet it all feel so different. May be because I'm stuck. Stuck on memories of past beings, remembering how things used to be, stuck replaying stop-rewind-repeat. Why is everything so hard to get over? 

And yet there they go, away as far away as they can. And I'm just stuck here floating, trying to catch up, trying to make them stop, hoping they will hear me pleading, “I want you to stay, I don't want things to change”, but I am left unheard, because they already farther than I have ever ventured.

All I want this for some things to stay the same, even if for a little while may be so that I can catch my breath, so that I can try to keep up this time, but nothing and no one wait or stops. And the motions of time take over, the needle never caring that I cannot keep pace with how fast it's moving, that I cannot understand how I'm suddenly left behind just watching what's happening around me like a video were playing on a movie screen, and I can do nothing about it, no much how much I scream or shout, it will going on, no doubt.

And I'm tired of how exhausted I am, trying to keep up with everything you want, and I am tired of moving from one place to another, from one person to another, I just want it to stop. But I know you will not, I know now you cannot, and maybe it's finally the time for me to be the one to change, set my own pace and may be then I can also finally move on to live my own life.

So what I actually feel and realised  till now is change is the only constant, besides this nothing is constant in life. Everything changes, everyone changes with time. So just accept this fact and move on in life.

Thank you for reading. See you in next blog, till then bye bye!