"Should I do it?" this one question is sufficient to either make climb the stairs with just a snap of fingers or it can bury you down so deep that you can spend your whole life but cant event make it up to the surface from where you can see the what's good for you, hence it depends on how you take that question. I personally was having second thoughts about whether I should go for the future in my own way or go for the conventional way that is trusted for a very long time but not sure that's what is right for me. Just try what you think you are capable of doing, and while you are doing it should like even you have to do it all day it would be done just like a hot knife going through butter, to sum up, your work should be an integral part of life just like breathing for which you don't have to make any effort then it would be perfect. But if that still doesn't workout change it, and I'm not saying to give up what I'm saying is you took time to do something different or you followed what you think is right and there is nothing wrong with it as you won't come to know until you try and by "trying" I don't intend to say without any pros and cons or not considering any flaws go forward and do it anyway, analyze what you think you will be doing, plan how it works out, do some research things that how practical or feasible this project is. In the end, the outcome is always in your hand. To make it simpler just take the example of YJHD when Ranveer ran after his dream there was some point when he had left behind his friends families just to make it up to that one dream he dreamt for as long as he can remember and when the time came he went for it without giving it any thought that what will happen to your friends and families and eventually that turn out to be a great success and that does not comply in every situation things might take time to benefit. It's not like you started doing the work and expect the outcome from the very beginning of your work and it is definitely also not like you just keep doing your work and you are not getting benefitted at all,  at some point in time things should fall in favour of yours. And it is not wrong to try different things because no one knows what might strike you and BOOOMMMM it's a success but knowing the fact that it's not working and you still doing again that is waste of time and that is not acceptable. And again if you want to say something that you think cannot say out in public click here and say it out clear your head be it any topic irrespective of anything say it, everything in this conversation will be completely confidential and stays between us. By have a great day ahead.