Well having you in my life will be best thing happening to me in my entire life . But tell me this will you always love me ? will you always embrace my skin and play with my hair like you have done till now ? will you accept my past? will you accept me for who i am ? 

Marriage really spooks me as right now we are unaware of each other . You living your life and me writing these in my early twenties as i know i will never be able to ask you so much . will i ever be able to know you all out and inside ? will i be able to accept you ? will your love never fade ? will  that crave of seeing you when i am away will ever stay? 

will you stay with me in my those days ? will you handle all my cyclonic mood swings ? will you sit with me calmly and talk when we fought? will you cry when i am hurt ? will you play like a child with me like its never enough?  

If it would be in my curb i will surely hold that time when i am tugged in your arms . Hold that second when our eyes are so connected that we can see each other souls clear. Hold that minute when when my hand are entangled in your. Hold that hour when we are proceed our life after marriage vows. 

MY mate , i am vacant with love feelings will you charge me up with these feelings i lost on my way? Journey with you will surely be a fairy tale for me but will you help me to forget the nightmares i had to reach your side ? I promise to do all my duties towards you and your loved ones with all my strength . Promise to make our world as happening as i can . will you help you to make it happen?

I don't sleep well these days will you wake with me all night just to listen to all what is going in my head at 3am ? You surely have no idea what you will mean to be but darling this world is too cruel for me to walk along with it , hold my hand and walk along surely every bruises will be healed,  every pain can be cured , every cracks can be beautiful , every time with you beside me will be enchanted .