"In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years." -Abraham Lincoln

This quote is one of my favorite quotes. well ,it speaks reality. At the end of the day it is not the umber that counts it counts is the number of memories you have made in the time period. Usually, I used to be no I am an introvert type of girl I don't know how to make communication with anyone I do not get any topic that I can speak about. Even with my cousins and friend, I cannot talk endlessly it is usually very awkward for me when I do not know what to say. I also do not do much fun in the gathering I will be sitting in the corner usually it is always like this but I really want to change. I overthought that in these years I do not have much fun in my life. Not many memories I have then what I will look on in future

Should I waste these years hoping for a better future or should I do everything in the present only cause no one knows the future? I should also collect some memories to look behind in the future. It is all complicated for me and I really want to work on myself for a better me but I do not know how to start and where to start this all really is confusing

Another thing for me is I have travel sickness I really think all the kinds of anxieties are with me. I can not travel more than 2 hours on any vehicle and in bus or car or any vehicle which is kind of packed you know when I do not get any fresh air an suffocating. I really look like a ghost after traveling and I become too pale also. And I feel nauseous so much. Well, it is easy for me to travel when I am in the window seat. But one time I sat in ac bus well the ride was hell for me. So I really want to overcome it And from July I have to attend college which is 20km from my home and I have to travel by bus so i am really terrified by that thought

If you all know anything on how to overcome travel sickness please do help me