Hii guys I am back or should I say that i want some break and just don't have any topic to discuss because of my busy schedule no no don't think that I do some work or job it is just that my sister's wedding happened in past days and my house also is in under construction so I am so full with lots of tension and anxiety and feel that what would happen if something gonna wrong not because people say something just want to happen all the things with calmness and quite and peaceful because nowadays some function happened to be in peacefully is really difficult because in india festival or function means something gonna happen like fight accident or something is bad so I really worried about all those things.

My father is take tension but he never express to us and always remain calm and even also said us how to relax in these situations. But I know very well that he is more tense than us and also has to take care of all the things from big to small because with everything or every person's help these functions happened easily because there are many things which cannot be done by alone or with money you need some people in your life who help you without any money but just want some sweet words from you and you should also be grateful for them to helping you in your toughest time make you less worry about anything.

In contrast my mom  take lots of lots even I can't tell you how much tension my mom take she even can't sleep when she start thinking about all her worries and that make her weak and she even gave all of us tension or should I say she put those point of view which we never ever thought this is also good because with this we have other way of thinking and we can also sort that issue which she raise so it sometimes good but sometimes she cross the limit of thinking which make me worry about her and her health.

And I am mixture of both I take tension also but try to find solutions and I also share my problems with either my mom or my papa because what we can't think others can think which help us.