Hii guys how are you i hope you are doing great and the views is going down and it is so difficult to me touch even 100 views but what can we do just try to do our best which i am doing. So let's start with today's topic.

I am feeling very low now so i want to share with you about my feeling. As I already told you about having only one siblings that is my elder sister and also this that  she got married last year. 

She come here to live with us for some time after marriage like she come to meet us but this time she come for 1 month in our village it called ‘kaala mahina’ in this month the newly weds bride and her mother-in-law can't see each other face so for this the newly weds bride has to go to her mayke. 

The same thing my sister does and we are very happy that she will come and we start making plans like we go there, eat this, do this etc.. But as you all know that things never happened as we planned we just spend whole month sitting in our house.

I feel very disappointed just by thinking that we can't do as we planned make her feel special or make this month memorable for her so that she always remember all this memory. 

And today is the when she go to her sasural and it so hard to believe that where this whole month gone it feels like a we blink and the month end. We even try to figure it out that why this time fly so fast that we can't have what we want.

But what makes me feel peaceful that she is happy to go her sasural and don't feel like sad or something what is important for me because wherever she live and with whom she live at last we want is her happiness.

But really it is so difficult to say goodbye to her without being emotional. The memory with her not only of this month but the years we spend together from childhood to till now start running in my mind like a movie which makes us emotional. And it makes me feel like i left alone in our house without a friend, a elder sister and my best well wishers. But i always pray for her happiness.