hello guys… i am 21 years old and only our age group can understand the life of a newly graduate student and if u don't get any internship from your college and also you want to be independent.. spend money according to your own way and also you have lots of dreams.

but you don't have job and also don't have money to do things on your own. Then their comes the situation when you get depressed can't tell anybody even to your parents like if your parents are cool although you can't share many things. Sometimes you feel like you don't have people to share things and you feel more worst.

In that situation you only think about how to earn then you go outside to search for work or job. Than if you get a job you will be happy if don't get any you will feel more depressed.

that was my situation i searched many jobs also gave many interviews but as like when your luck is bad luck or can be you are not deserving for that you don't get it. YOU GET WHAT YOU DESERVE. Those days were the worst days of mine each day felt like Hell. I didn't want to live . It was the worst situation if i give rating to that situation for being worst out of 100 it will be 99999999999.

Than one day one of my friend came to meet me she saw me was like what happened to you . That day she made me realize that this is not the worst you deserve much better don't loose hope and relax. That day i felt much better and started searching for my interest and then i found that i  really deserve something better. than i thought of doing many things  but was not successful in any and then gave myself time to think what i can do and in which field i can grow. Than i started learning Computer science and Cyber Security. And after a long i learnt so many things and still learning and the situation now is far far better than those days and ready for get what i deserve.

In life you need a friend who will be their for you in any worst situation who is always there with you to handle you in any situation.

And you have to believe in yourself and be deserving.