“You have no rights on me, and by which right you are talking to me” She said.

This was her last word which hurts me badly that I was not able to say anything, I was quiet, emotional, feeling very lonely and it was paining a lot suddenly she hanged up the phone.

I was crying not only the word she said to me but feeling pain in my love for her,  I understood that I lost her.

That whole night I was crying in pain I was feeling very bad for loving her, and I don't know what is the connection between me and god that night not only me someone else was also crying I knew who was, the heavy rain, Thundering, fast moving air all was the proof that she was also crying I was sitting under the tree when it was happening. 

The thundering ,rain, heavy air was expressing my pain which I was feeling.

So I went to a wine shop took 2 bottles of wine and started drinking I was knowing that time one thing which can give me relief was this only.

“You know what" drinking in the rain is the most beautiful experience  which I ever met with. I remember what charlie chaplin said “I cry in the rain so that no one knows that I am crying” I was in that condition.     

when she came into my life

it was may 13 2011, my brothers marriage ceremony was going on I was very small 13 years of age, having a lots of fun because I was nothing to do except enjoying, I was with my cousin group and was playing 'hide and seek" as usual it was my most fav sport that time.

when I was hiding under the bed it was my aunt who said loudly jyoti has arrived listening those words I got so excited to meet her as she was my childhood friend I was having a photo of her and me when she was 5 yr of age and I was 6 years of age with holding our hands our parent took that photo which was still with me I had only her small age imagination of her now she was 12yr of age.

so I decided before meeting her I must see how she looks now and I went to see her eagerly…….

To Be Continued………