NO YAAAR MUMMY NOT NOW, I SHOUTED 

EAT IT ; NO MAAA

SO HERE IS MY ANOTHER STORY COMPLETED SCHOOLING IN2018 AND NOW WAS ALL SET FOR GOING OUT TO STUDY YIPEEEEEEEEEE….

TOOK ADMISSION IN AMITY UNIVERSITY KOLKATA AND PACKED MY BAGS CAME HERE FROM A TOWN OF JHARKHAND , BOKARO STEEL CITY.

WE KNOW NA COLLEGE LIFE IS NOT AT ALL LIKE KJ FILMS…

SO I WAS NEW TO THIS PLACE KNEW NO ONE FAR FROM HOME NO WAY OF WHAT TO DO AND WHAT NOT.

I WOULD SEE COOL FRANK PEOPLE ALL AROUND WHICH MADE ME A BIT UNDERCONFIDENT. I WAS A VERY QUIET AND LESS NOTICED GIRL IN THE CAMPAUS NOR A GOOD DRESSING SENSE NOR ANY THING I WAS GOOD AT.

I WAS UNABLE TO MAKE FRIENDS TILL NOW., I AM ABOUT TO GRADUATE WITHIN A MONTH.

KEEPING IT SIMPLE I AM NOT AN INTROVERT I AM THE CRAZIEST EXTROVERT YOU GONNA MEET BUT I DONT KNOW HOW I LOST MYSELF HERE.

BUT I GOT 2 SO CALLED FRIENDS THERE BUT THEY DIDNT ACCEPT ME AS I WAS 

.THEY FREQUENTLY MADE FUN OF ME FROM BEING FROM JHARKHAND AND MAKE FACES BUT I WAS NEVER BRAVE ENOUGH TO SAY THEM ANYTHING.

THEY WOULD BACK BITCH ABOUT ME, MY FAMILY BUT I WOULD HARDLY UNDERSTAND ANYTHING.

I WOULD CRY IN THE BUS IN THE COLLEGE LIBRARY IN MY HOSTEL EVERYWHERE I WOULD MISS MAA PAPA SO MUCH.

SLOWLY I STARTED VIBING ALONE A LOT, THEY MADE FUN OF MY FAT FIGURE MY CLOTHING SENSE MY HAIRS EVERYTHING BUT SUDDENLY I DIDNT BOTHER MUCH BECAUSE PAPA TOLD ME; BETA TU JAISE HAI BAHUT AACHI HAI MERA BACHA HAI TU;

THESE WORDS GAVE ME A POWER I CAN SAY.

AFTER ALL PAPA NE KAHAN THA KAAM TO KARNA HI THA.

IT WASNT LIKE THIS THAT THEY DONT LOVED ME THEY LOVED ME BUT AT CONDITIONS 

RUCHI ONE PHOTO PLEASE

 BRING THIS FROM CANTEEN

DRESS UP PROPERLY 

DO SOME MAKE UP ATLEAST APPLY AN EYELINER

WHAT COLUR ARE YOU WEARING RED EWW

LUNCH BREAK TIME EVERYONE  SHARING FOOD WITH THEIR CIRCLE I WOULD SIT AND MISS MAA CALLING ME FOR FOOD.

I AM LIVING IN A PG AND WE DONT GET LUNCH THEIR SO I USED TO BE HUNGRY.

THESE THREE YEARS WERE NOT AT ALL WERE EASY FOR ME.. ONE OR ANOTHER INDIVIDUAL FACES IT I FACED IT TOO..

I FELT LEFT OUT AND PEOPLE BE LIKE BOKARO YE KAHAN HAI..BUT THESE ALL ONLY GAVE A CALL TO GET UP…

NOW IT DOSNET MATTER FOR ME I AM FAT I AM UGLY WHAT MATTERS ME IS TO ME THAT I AM MY FATHERS CHILD AND YES I MAY NOT BE GOOD IN ACADEMICS BUT I KNOW HOW TO VALUE  AND RESPECT.

MAA PAPA ONE DAY YOU WILL FEEL PROUD OF ME

YOUR BACHA

RUCHI..