This poetry is really close to my heart! Irrespective of the state I was in, I am super happy that I discovered this side of myself… A way to let things go out of my chest as it was getting too heavy to carry those feelings I had! Being inexpressive is hard you know :)! People take advantage of your vulnerability…

Anyways, coming to the point…. I really hope this special piece of poetry is good enough to read!

Happy weekend :)!

I thought you would stay a little more,

I thought you would be silly today...

I was upset,

But then I realised that's all you have for me,

You just walked away!

Though it was the same feeling, that we're so close...

But now it's a bit different I guess!

You fell so bad, though I was all lost that day...

I wish I could say, I am falling deeper each day!

It's so dark here and I am scared to lose it all...

"Please come back, save me if you can!", my soul was shouting and you couldn't listen,

You just walked away!

I waited, thought you would call me up like I do everyday...

And you didn't as expected!

But then I let it go, 'cause I want you to stay!

At the end just make sure, you don't walk away...

I won't be funny some days,

Would be quiet and weird...

I can't control that but it's upto you,

How you would react!

Like I was there, laughing to make sure you smile;

You feel comfort even though I was broken inside...

Somehow I expect you to do the same,

I have no one around at the end of the day!

You can't bear what I am feeling,

But I need you to understand this...

It's too hard to heal,

Just make sure you don't add much

'cause it's a whole lot of trash to speak!

I am not sure if you know,

But you have this confidence no matter what you do!

You love yourself way more than I do...

But then you have to divide that,

Remember you said, you love me too!

Of course I would be wrong some days,

Just to let you know, I apologise to make it all okay!

And there you go,

You don't even take my point when I say!

You get all defensive, screw everything on my way...

And you are all same the other day!

I know I can't express,

I would keep everything to me and mourn instead...

I am quite not predictable as you think dear...

You only know the things I chose to tell you,

But there's an ocean full of secrets that I would know and certainly not you!

Honestly I don't want to say,

'cause I don't trust you anymore!

I know half way through,

You would put the blame on me...

'cause you don't know how heavy it feels to carry those feelings as you've never been there unlike me!

I can tell you one thing for sure,

If I feel like this one more time from now...

I am choosing my memories, not you!

I won't come back again,

And I would make sure...

When I'll die in my grave,

Your shadow to not even pass my frame...! 

Thanks for reading!