A/N: Sometimes pain is way more than your aching heart, an inflamed chaos, you fell in love with, is it your soul or someone else you've wished for?
I've seen that pain in your eyes. And I won't let you go, instead, I would embrace your silence, we'll be together till we fall apart!
Scream, yell, but never hold it back, let it come out of your mind. The more you will feed it, the more it will suffocate you to death.
My love for you, is eternal, even if you wish to depart, I would set you free! Though, I will be a poetess, in your memories, I know. And I… I would be making more of us in my mind.
I would always wish your peace of mind and soul. Even if you run away, I won't let you go, would hold you again, until I fall!
This poem is for you my love! I know, you hate to trap yourself in the dark, you would search for a ray of light, and I would pull you out, my light is yours, even if there's no way out of your shadow till dawn!
Your pain isn't hard to bear, though it's mine. At the end, all I need is you by my side. Just stay for a while, sing me to sleep tonight.
And let me dream, after all these hardships, hope you are mine for the rest of my life cherishing the first chapter of our happily ever after!
Everytime I look at you,
It feels like a winding stream scared to meet the boundless ocean,
Myriad of drowning skulls,
Dancing ballerinas…
A melody of their pain!
Whispering fears,
She wished to wail…
You looked so pale
Beneath the skin.
But you are trying to hold back;
Unknown suffocations of your mind
Lingering death of your beliefs…
Never letting you shine!
From frozen stillness to agonizing peers in the blink of an eye!
When I look at you my love,
I wish you knew,
You are feeding darkness to your soul.
A strangulated world, we behold!
Imprisoned in my arms,
You clenched your fist,
Struggling,
But you won't let go!
Oh so you know,
Just behind your closed doors,
There's sunshine,
You have missed all day long…
A deep blue sky…
Like ocean's galore!
I want you to come back home,
I have been waiting,
While resting my head on your ghost heart
Tell me where have you been?
Fighting those winding streams,
Or,
Are you hiding again,
Pretending to be alive…?
I know you are daydreaming!
I am all ears, tell me about it…
“Don't leave me, humming your chosen tunes!”
The dreary bid of trying to sleep.
In a trice, the midnight touch of your palm on my skin
I could see the vehemence
In your nuances!
Emanated agony,
I could see tears streaming down your face;
Slowly caressed your forehead
With time, effaced by the rain!
It was yesterday night, I had this weird urge to write something and I did! This is completely fictional. It took me almost 2-3 hours to finish the whole poetry.
You can interpret it in two different ways, one is: There's a second person I am talking to or it's just a conversation within!
First I made a male character to whome I wrote this short piece, but 'cause he doesn't exist, I felt a bit weird. Everything I wrote, and whenever I tried to comfort that imaginary person, it was more of me thinking someone would never do that to me and so I would. I can't make someone else feel, what I was feeling all these years.
So it's more of, a way to comfort me as well as a future hand I would never lose my grip for!
Hope it's good enough to read. Do share your feedbacks if you like my work a little :)! It will really motivate me although I know no one cares still…
Thank you!
