Hello candlemonks
       Hope all are safe and sound. I am here with an another blog for you all and for myself.
Each and every individual will experience a kind of anxiety, pleasure, curiosity, eagerness, a state a feeling little stressed somewhere when they come across new things. I hope everyone would have felt that small tingling sensation in stomach. Some are extremely happy and some feel stressed whereas people like me feel both. The feeling of happiness that you are about to learn something new and at the same moment you sense shivers deep down your tummy out of fear thinking whether you will be able to do it.
So I am here to share with you my today's experience. After so much of dilemma, nearly from 2 to 3 months, I ended up in the conclusion of my dilemma today. I really wanted to join one of the courses which I wished to join since 2020. Today I made it. Though two months are already delayed and the admissions have been closed, some how I made into it. Out of joy that I am going to attend my first day of the course in the early hours of the dawn, I never slept even for a blink of an eye  the whole night. I was just wondering how is it going to be and how am I going to make it.😇
As hours passed, it was half an hour before the start of my class. Oops! I forgot to mention that it is my online course. I got up and hurriedly I freshed up and got settled for the class in the last minute, just before it was about to start. I joined the class where I seemed calm but deep down I was freaking out of nervousness. It was a two hours class divided into three periods each 40 minutes. In the first period the teacher was concerned about me and she gave me a task and I did my task. The moment she appreciated me for that is when I felt relaxed and realised that the small kid in me is happy. The next period the teacher just got to know my abouts and the last period teacher did not care at all. She noticed that I am a new student but thats all, I was little upset by this but then I was fine.
So after class I slept around 10 a.m. as I did not slept whole night. Guess when I woke. Around 4 p.m.😂 
Now I have to write notes of previous two months which I did not attend. Again I am happy as hell. Because the moment when you see new notebooks, pens, pencil, eraser, sharpner, scale and all the stationery stuff, the kindergarten kid within you will be on cloud nine. So I'm excited by seeing all this at the same time I am stressed cause I have so much to write.😥
That's all friends...after reading this blog share your first day experiences in the comments section and keep writing yours and reading my blogs😊
Thank you for your support till now...let us keep helping each other do better than before....
-Redbird✒