Skeptical means unsure. It is exactly when you are unsure of what you want in life and where you want to go in life.

In high school when all are planning for bachelor courses, I wasn't near them. Though I got into college, took English Honours then left the course in the middle because I finally realized that it wasn't my cup of tea, this was not what I wanted to do. I got so bored of this Shakespeare thing that I happily got myself out of it. Everyone graduated except me as it was my choice to do something else and at that time I didn't know what this something else was.

I pushed myself hard to find what was that something I want to do in life but didn't got any answers. I have been through sleepless nights of not having a degree, not having a job for years but still wasn't near to find an answer.

I realized that we are so afraid of uncertainty, that we stop living our lives. we are trained in a manner where our life has to be prim and proper. First school, then high-end college, and then a perfect job. But we were never told that it's ok to break this hierarchy and it is perfectly fine to move in a different direction breaking all the barriers created by people like us only.

“Do you want to know what my secret is? I don't mind what happens.” - Jiddhu Krishnamurti

In my teens, I didn't have any idea what I have to do in life, in my 20's I again was unsure of things and now in my 30's also nothing changed, I am still stuck with “don't know what to do”. The only thing that changed from my teens till now is that I have accepted that it's ok to not know things, it's ok to not know what you want from life, in life. it is perfectly fine. I am proud of myself for not quitting, for not giving up on myself. Don't be embarrassed or ashamed in feeling that you are lost or stuck somewhere in the middle of your life.

Finally, I graduated with Economics Honours, again trying my hand in modelling (as I have been a model before :) ), writing blogs like you people so life has been quite satisfying because I was satisfied with myself. Pray, meditate, feel happy in what you do, motivate yourself, love yourself and most importantly VALUE yourself.

Just don't stop moving forward, just don't stop believing in yourself and just don't stop being YOU. It is when you stop, you lose yourself. Your life is a beautiful journey and be the boss of your life. There will come a day when you will find your way of living, you will be in a position where all the doubts and dissatisfaction will just fade away and you will be in a happier place like I am today.

LOVE YOURSELF !!