Hey people !
Thanks to all of you who have been reading me and been a constant support . Lately, I have not been motivated enough to write something. And when things like that happen, I write letters to midnight. I love writing letters.
If you ask me, I have always thought letters are special and are personal. I would like to give you back the love you have showered over me. You guys have been persistent and patient. So, I have created a Google link form . If you are through a bad phase and you think a stranger can help, or want to talk to a stranger, or want to hear from one, I would be delighted to be the one.
I know only a handful people from here in real life, 5 to be precise. So, I'm practically a stranger, and I guarantee the letters I write to you, would not be shared with anyone or here. In the form you have to give your email id, through which I will send you your letters. Other than that, I don't need any information. And I wouldn't post private quotes either. I will send you a letter as soon as I can. And please comment below after you have sent in a response (if you do). This is purely experimental and I don't expect anything from you in return. You don't need to like my posts or follow me to request a letter . And If you want me to write a letter in odia, please mention so. I'll write you one.
For love light and letter.

// The most difficult thing//
You live a life powered
With adrenaline
You seek adventure
Wherever you venture in.
You live in extremities
Defying rules and limit.
You take risks, you gamble
Even on relationships.
I, on the other hand
Am everything in between
I seek solitudes, I live for solace.
I'm dopamine and sometimes
I run low on serotonin.
But I hold on, for I'm the glue
Binding relations that you
Often forget to care about.
You live a reckless life,
You say the stillness
The routine of its
Makes your inside cringe
And I understand.
For, like the north pole
Of a magnet, I have been
Attracted to you only for
These qualities.
Like the iron dusts,
The force fields have aligned
Along with us
And in no time I have found
That I'm bound to you forever.
We wish for the same thing
But you reach out for things
With your spontaneous burst
Of energy,while I rely on planning.
You never let me do a thing,
Saying you are there for me.
You keep me sheltered
While chasing after hurricane
You have no idea how I feel
Even during a small patch of rain.
Sometimes I fear there is no
Existence of a monopole
In a magnetic field,
Sometimes I fear loving you
Would leave me without
My identity but what I fear more
Is if I don't put conditions on you
I would have to live without me.
Know how much you hate
To be bound, the most difficult
Thing about loving you is deciding
Whether I'm worthy of your everything !?