YES, LOVING SOMEONE FROM THEIR HEART AND SOUL IS WHAT I SAW IN YOU… But you were lost in my beauty and lust.

I was broken the time I met you and your promising words comforted me that time, I didn't know what it was but for me, you were my only one… My charming prince, the man of my dreams, so handsome, so caring, and the love of my life… I fell for his words, I fell for his looks and I fell for the way he treated me in the initial days, I felt I was so lucky to be his girlfriend…I wrote him letters about how special he was to me I made him a dreamcatcher which was so special to me, but maybe it was infatuation from your side, I don't know what it was and eventually, it didn't last more than 2 months because being his girlfriend I realized it takes too much maybe to be in someone's life who is a high maintenance guy? But then I thought that maybe true love doesn't depend upon how you are or how rich you are it's about understanding each other and love for each other..

Or maybe I was asking too much from him i.e. to call me once a day or maybe once in 3 days, he used to get upset when I used to ask him to call me and used to say babe you know I prefer meeting than calling and texting. It made me very upset that why my man is not giving me 5 min of his day? Don't I deserve that? I was restless and at the same time scared to lose him, but he broke off and walked away like there was nothing between us, it broke me into more pieces than before, seemed like I couldn't get out of it, I started posting pictures on WhatsApp and Instagram so that he could check me out I knew why I was doing it just to get him back but I also knew it was wrong to chase him…Not even a single day has gone by when I don't think of him and finally one day I gathered the courage to text him back and have a normal conversation with him like nothing had happened but today I still want him back, yes my love hasn't fallen apart even after what happened with me…

Sometimes we choose the wrong path just to seek love and I don't know if it's a lesson or a second chance with him but all I know is I still love him. 

But today it still makes me question does true love exists? can anyone love without touching me? How does it feel to be in true love...I don't know maybe after this incident I am lost and may not be able to trust anyone...

Has anything of this sort happened with you guys as well? Do let me know in the comments.