hey guys ,this is my experience of one sided love.

Yeah ive been in one sided love for about 5 and half years ,what do you think about one side love and did you experience any kind just comment below.

ive been at one sided love with my cousin ,hardly ive met him for about 5 times and that too mostly at condlence,i had no feeling when i met him first,and this is not love at first sight.

i got feeling on him when i was scrolling my facebook feed.suddenly ive stopped scrolling and stood up with one of his post,the pic and i was looking at him for long time ,the minute how i felt is something i was living at -4*c but the reality i was at my home but the temperature was around 30 degree hot.at that post he was wearing a indian ethnic  and black googles .he was dam manly .the minute i thought he is the one for me.this all happened when i had a exam preparing for it.

i couldnt imagine beyond him anything, i was totally stuck on that day i couldnt perform well with the exam.the day everything stopped and suddenly everything seemed differnt to me.

i questioned myself what is happening to me?

i couldnt concentrate on anything ,this guy have changed everything .i had a goal i wanted to be a doctor so i was delicately working to achieve.once ive seen him everything was in love mode.

i stopped reading at my study time ,i was always thinking about him.

i started gathering about him and only him

i felt i wanted to meet him and talk to him.

the day was written to my wish,i meet him finally at my grandmother condolence ; this scenario can make you feel bad,but this is a heaven feeling for me,at funeral everyone is crying with a loud voice,i was not devastated for my granny.i was so excited to meet him.

finally ,

he arrived ,everyone is crying loud and loud ,i was faking myself sad outside and inside i was smiling staring him for a long time.i dont get chance to talk to him,because ive never spoked with him,and something have stopped to talk with him.but soon he left to his hometown.

i was so sad after once he left;everyone thought i was feeling bad for my granny expired but that is because only him and him

hope you liked this,,,

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