Nights as lonely as tonight.

I sit alone with a glass of whisky which I'm keeping full till the morning light.

Thinking of times when you used to be by my side.

And now I'm all alone with you nowhere near my sight.

You said you loved me but I guess you didn't mean it.

Because as far as I know people who care about each other never leave like this.

Maybe there were some faults in me, maybe I was stupid.

Maybe because I loved you more than me which you didn't.

Aah thoughts of you come rushing whenever I get drunk which I hate.

But your memories are the only thing that I have left.

Holding on to something which I can never have.

What can I do, you said I was stupid which you said you weren't.

Your name rings my heart from time to time.

Guess I'm not getting over you this time.

But guess what, he can't love you the way I did.

Because he may say he loves you now but he won't in a year.

No matter where you are, look back and you'll find me standing there.

Waiting with the same expectation I have every night

Because I know one day you'll come back to me like I imagine every night as lonely as tonight.

So this is a little something that I wrote when I wasn't really in a happy place. The memories of my last relationship just kept on coming and I couldn't help but think of all the things we did, the memories we made and all the promises we made to each other of the things we would do in the future. It did hurt when she called it off and it hurt even more when I came to know that she went into another relationship with another guy within a week of us breaking up. 

This is my first day, first blog in here and I'm not really sure how this'll go but I'll just keep on posting in here regardless of what happens. I'll mainly post some of my poetry along with a little backstory, maybe some pictures which I clicked and write about the story behind it, or maybe just write and post in here like a daily journal, the things that happened, funny or sad whatever it was.

Hope this goes good!