Hi guys how are you all…today it's a bit personal and a bit societal too……

People never tell you the truth you want they always lie for what they want to have…

So It was a girl who was talking to me And I was only talking to her it was like I wasn't looking at any girl even for a second. I was so into her..and one day she told me a lie that she loves me which was never the truth I wanted to her…I knew from day one that she is not into me not because she didn't like me or I was less in something but it was like you know good people are always been friends who can heal you when you get hurt it was same with her….she wanted to have someone with whom she can talk or someone whom she can tell anything…and she lied for that maybe…

But I got a question for you in between the story and I am very sorry to interrupt you…was the lie really necessary ? ..or was I forcing her that I won't listen until you say that….god knows what happened…

So she was lying day by day and after 14-15 days she may found someone another so she started decreasing time for me and I was like is she ok or did I said something wrong to her …this was happening for 1 month and she was like one reply then my 10-15 texts and then she reply after 5-6 days…and I was thinking she wasn't okay..so one day she told the truth when I wanted to hear that lie again..she said I don't wanna lose you but this is not happening in between us…and I said ok…

The only thing I prayed to God that night was like god pls don't send her again to me….I am such a fool that if she lied again I'll forget everything and would easily accept her again for a heart break…

And I am not shy to tell you guys if someone talk to me for even a hour sweetly I can do anything for them..I trust so easily and I am trying to change this attitude really but I am still struggling for that…

Life doesn't comes all right it was always been messed and would be messed….

This situation is like either I go left where nothing is right or shall I go right where nothing is left…

Pranav Gupta