One morning I woke up and felt nothing.. no pain, no tears, no hurtful feeling just nothing.. and I knew I've moved on…
I was with this guy for almost four years. We started dating when we're in high school. It was like a fairytale. I always had a crush on him and he himself asked me so there wasn't a chance of saying no. That time we didn't had social media to chat, we used to talk on sms that too had a limit. Hundred message per days. Sounds little funny now but we lived in that era…
All was going well, happy and one night he said that everything was just part of one challenge and this relationship is lie… my all heart just stopped for a moment. I couldn't process the thought of losing him.. and could someone use someone else emotions like this.. I was angry, I was shattered, I was devastated.. then we stopped talking with each other. But we were in same class so I had to see him everyday.. It was quite hurtful for me but I was just trying to ignore him as much as I can.
Months passed by…
It was last day of diwali and I got message from him. I wasn't sure to reply him or not.. but after lots of thoughts I decided to ask him what he want now…
He replied with , “ Im really sorry for what I did to you, how I behaved, and please forgive me for hurting you”.
I forgave him. Then he said I am standing infront of your house to see you.. I come here daily to just have one look of you.. I want you back in my life….
Hearing all that I was surprised, shocked at the same moment.. I knew never stopped thinking about him. But still I told him that I need some time to think. He agreed and left.
Next day again in the evening he was waiting outside of my house.. I didn't said a word to him or texted him.. then he left after a while.. so in night I messaged him with Yes.. and he promised me to be on my side always and forever…
We were great together, everyone in college knew about us and used to admire us.. All was going well, happy.. sometimes little fights too… but as they say , "Good things doesn't last long”..
Our forever finished in few seconds… It wasn't anyone's fault may be.. It was just destiny.. we grow up had different priorities… which made us both choose different things .. For a while I tried to make things work between us but It wasn't meant to be…
Today when I look back I see different version of me… time changed me made me better and strong… and one thing I learnt from my past is. When god takes something from us he gives us more better one….!!!
