DISCLAIMER: THIS BLOG MIGHT GET A BIT EMOTIONAL.
THE AGE WE ARE AT….
The age we are at creates a lot of confusion in our minds, bodies and hearts. Things touching our souls. Things making more sense to us as compared to the earlier times and we taking some meaningful and new decisions which we never thought of taking. The age where we tend to commit the most number of mistakes in our lives. The age where we get committed to things very easily, creating disturbances in our own lives, basically we become the troublemakers for ourselves only. The age where all of us has to make decisions relating to our futures with a totally confused mind yet ending up making an outline that fits best for us. Well this is the most confusing thing and a difficult thing to digest as well, isn't it?…..Well if we talk about something like this age the thing that hurts us the most is leaving school behind and start a new phase of our lives, entering colleges, interacting with new people, creating a space for yourself etc. Studying in a school for 14 years straight and then leaving it in this covid times is tough. The thought of all these things just makes me more confused and forces my mind to overthink about things like , Will I get to a college of my choice? or Will I get to do what I want to? or Will I be able to interact with new people without hesitation? or Will I be able to survive on my own or not? and a hundred more questions like these. The thought which makes me emotional is that I have to leave my parents and go to hostels. And also the thought of separating from our friends from childhood. It feels like yesterday we were playing together at each other's houses, we were together in playing grounds and doing some random things enjoying our lives and suddenly something happened and we all grew up and trying to understand the world. Well this seems to be a bit weird and strange… doesn't it?…This makes me emotional, leaving those people with whom you have spent your whole childhood running here and there, creating mess together, with whom you have just made a connection which makes you feel like a family, their family members make you feel homely and you are welcomed in their homes as if it's yours. And between all this some distracting elements such as relationships, proposals, confessions, heartbreaks, disappointments, failures, and overthinking arrive in our lives dancing all around our minds and of course hearts. Tried to figure out somethings but all this will eventually end up abruptly. Asked some of the people who have been through this situation before and ended up thinking that “EVERYTHING IS GONNA CHANGE SOON”.
ONE REQUEST THAT I WANT TO MAKE!!!
Call or text the people who have drifted apart. ( for the people who have went through our age)
Just stay connected or simply stay in touch with your friends and loved ones.( for the people of my age hanging between teenage and adulthood)
“JAATE NHI KAHIN RISHTE PURAANE KISI NAYE KE AAJANE SE”
"EVERY ENDING CAN'T BE HAPPY…SOME ARE JUST ABRUPT"
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THANK YOU…..CHEERS!!!!
P.S- NEVER THOUGHT OF WRITING THIS …JUST WENT WITH THE FLOW!
