When we first met

 it was alright

I will never forget

Yours smile at that night

Everything I saw you I was the best view

And here I'm still trying to get over you

But it's just too late now

I love your pretty face somehow

In my story you are the best part

Just like a rare piece of art

I cant help but think

With my every blink

That why you so fine?

Will you ever be mine

This is my one of the recent poem that I wrote more then a poem its my feelings. That I deep down feel but I can't express. It's easy to fall in love but not easy to get out of it. I have been in that situation and I'm yet not able to get out of it. Every night every single night the memories rushes down to my mind bringing tears to my eyes but at that moment im totally helpless I can't do anything but to cry myself out. Wishing when will I have overcome this situation when will I get out of this. My chest hurts I bite my lips crunch my tee tears falling down my eyes and that's how I made myself to sleep. Anxiety hits. And I woke up in the morning do my regular morning routine and same things happen at night. Sometimes I stare his photo it's hurt like my hurt is burning but there nothing I can do to help myself. Maybe there'll be a day when Im over this and be free. In Reddit I wrote what I felt and the title was I'm in love but it hurts. And I wrote bunch of my feelings and I slept next day two of the people had left the comments one of the comment caught my eyes it was "if it hurts then it's not love and what ever you're seeking is in your post itself just read it carefully"  ever since that day i have asking myself was it love that hurt me the most? Or my own expectations? Yeah expectations hurts but why? I can't I expect something and be happy with it. All I seek is happiness and my happiness lies in him.. heartbreak is the worst feeling or experience but it's not worthless it's always teaches us a lesson about life or love. It's leaves us in complete awe leaves us breathless.. do you believe in love at first sight but not the sight of their look but the sight of their inside when you first see someone realself and you instantly fall in love with them. You fall in love with their every thing. Their eyes their hair their smell their thoughts their heart their voice and you are just so into them that you can fall out of love. You can never unlove then because the word unlove doesn't existtttt!!! What do y'all think about this phase?" If you love two people choose the 2nd one because if you had loved the first one you wouldn't fall in love with the 2nd one" this phase always hit my hard like any other think so everytime I fall in love with someone new I think it as a destiny and leave my past like an old chapter. It's not good stay stuck in your past that'll only bring you sorrow and pain so just look forward move on and never look back that once used to haunt you.

Thankyou

Pc

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