How often did you hold your cry ? 

How often your tears rolled back to your eyes when somebody comes near you ? Do you remember the day when you felt like nothing is going right I am all alone should I step forward or step backward  . Did you ever experienced that the everlasting bond and the weaved future with your parter will be lost .Did you ever thought of bad things or days coming to you .

How often did you??????

When I was 15 years old there happened to be an incident where my father is angry with my brother and he is finding by brother in order to beat him no matter how tough I and my brother fights that was the day I started crying in front of my father asking him not to beat my brother . That was the day he told me the first sight of defeat his your tears ….he told no matter what or how strong you are than your opponent either is joy or fear if you cry that is your defeat and I still remember his those words .

Years passed and many saying of my father are there with me with passing of these years there where time where I was left alone I wanted to be alone I had work pressure, somewhere confusion, responsibilities that were pending , opportunities knowing my door but as soon as the run to open the door the opportunity disappeared ,people leaving me I leaving people somewhere I was embraced somewhere I embraced  people the never ending story of love ,lust and anger the stress to maintain continuity in life all remained I started twisting my father's saying but the only thing I never twisted was his saying “ tears rolling down your eyes are the first symbol of defeat ” I never cried in front of anybody no matter what time came sometimes I was dragged to situations where I felt life falling I wanted to cry as I felt I would be relieved I did I cried but at the time when I was alone no moving feets around me and nobody to encounter my defeat …..

My father once said you not what you say but what you do being a 16 year old girl I did not understood what does that mean but today in order to keep this life cycle moving and even in moment of distress I realised that the thing I did not understood that time" I have proved it u have proved it….."