Teared down by the unmet expectations,
And mental anguish of the day,
Heaviness of the heart outpoured -
Nonstop on my cheeks !
The newly born inner child questioned -
The cause of mind's misery;
Having left with a feeling of utter loneliness, being in denial,
A desire to dive into sleep and not wake up.
Something emerged out from within, that doesn't give a damn !
Questions popped in mind :
Do I know who I am ? Why here ? Am I doing what I want with this life ?
When I got involved in drawing patterns and playing music -
Burdens and frustrations turned lighter,
With the blessing of The Heart's Love.
As I slipped into the rhythm of sound, layers of mind were shed ;
No worry seemed important than ‘Being in the moment’.
The inner self is content and consumed with the NOW moment :
Having no knowledge of its origin and destination,
Nothing to do, nowhere to go, no desire to run after,
Swinging in its own cradle, up in the air,
In solitude, gazing at the sky.
As I closed my eyes to the background music,
I saw in the inner eye, Dancing Ganesha with His Drum !
Tiny flower buds then showed up,
Dancing and growing their way up from the soil -
Indicating the sprouting joy of blooming self, that dwells within.
The inner being danced its moves on the skating floor,
Simply immersed in the moving flow,
Mesmerised to the musical rhythm of the falling dew drops ;
Flying its freedom in the cosmos, in forward spirals,
Exploring The Nature and The Space.
🧿 A realization - I am The Flower, The Happiness !! 🧿
🌻 Open your heart in love like a flower does, invite pure joy into your life.
🌻 A flower doesn't compete with the flower next to it, it just blooms.
🌻 Stare at the fractal patterns of the flower and check what you may discover.
🌻 The words that come to mind when I think of Children and Flowers - Innocence, Integrity, Purity, Joy, Happiness and Delicate.
🌻 Make colours a part of your life, they have a direct effect on your consciousness.
🌻 Meditate with the flowers. A simple meditation using Rose Petals helps in achieving Self Love. Lighting a candle makes it more powerful. Sitting in Moonlight on a Full Moon Day enhances it. Chanting Mantra charges water in a glass. Consuming the charged water influences the cells in the body.
