A Complicated status can be clearly defined as being with someone,but not being with them in an actually fully committed relationship…..All relationships are complicated in themselves. There are insecurities,ego and other life problems.

So, all my relationships were like these in which little attitude, a little more love, and a lot of quarrel.

People say first love is never forgotten. Somewhere this is true because they make us understand meaning of love

If I talk about my first love.u can say it was my school time love or could be attraction but at that time it's love for me. I was in 10th when I fell in love with that guy name Mitesh. It was not one-sided we both love each other.then it seemed everything has been found in life. everything was going well meet secretly,massaging and all.but thing is love doesn't hide by hiding. Where was our love also going to be hidden. One day I went to meet him and granny caught both of us together then what was happen ? If your mother is dead and father is short temper and drunk. One possibility was there beating.then it seemed that even your own father has become the enemy of life.but I was also a filmy, used to think that all happens in love , So I tolerated beating as well as abuse.but fate had something else to accept.

I was sent away from Mitesh from where I could neither meet him nor he could find me.now the family members were also worried about my future so they decided to sent me in hostel for higher secondary at first I was happy to go to hostel thinking that maybe I would'v to live like criminal. But it was not that kind of easy that time I realized it's not my cup of tea….. life changed I used to miss my family and Mitesh .I still haven't forgotten him.The happiness that used to be on my face ,now only tears started living.There used to be one day in every month when all the parents come to hostel but my family used to come late.so I would call Mitesh from my friend's mother mobile and talk for 10 minutes .talking like this lasted for 2 months. Now I spent my days waiting for parents day. But again luck cheated. Because now next time I was going to be shocked.I happily called him but then I came to know he was going to marry someone else. I cried a lot then after 2 months vaction came and I had to go home.

Then he married that girl front of my eyes but I couldn't do anything.now I got angry and wanted to know why he  did this to me..then for the last time I called him then he said that marriage was a coercion.but now I didn't wanna trust him .now I started trying to forget him

Where are you going?? You don't want to know what happened next so for that Stay tuned with me in my next blog☺☺😊😊