I wish to share my experiences on how gratitude and positive thought changed our life. How the law of attraction helps us to change a situation completely.

Life isn't a bed of roses, but it's not that bad either. For those, who are living a happy and good life, life feels short. For those who are struggling, life feels long. It feels like a never-ending journey.

There was a time when I went through the same. It was the time when I realized what strength means, what staying strong means. It was the period when I realized the importance of time, family, and relationships. It was the time when I used to cry alone in the dark silent night sitting on the stairs of my house and pretending to be strong during the day. It was the time when I was scared to get inside my house and face my siblings and mom because in front of them I had to pretend to be strong. It was a difficult task when my heart was ripping off with pain when I was scared and doesn't know what tomorrow holds. Even now when I think of those days, they are the darkest days of my life. To be honest, it's the darkest day of our life. Those were also the days when I decided to cut myself off from the world. It was the time when I realized that my peace of mind is more important than my relatives and friends. They might be trying to help me, but every word they spoke was hitting me hard. When I was trying to stay positive, they were speaking about negative things.

I am a girl who has hardly visited any hospital. The only doctor who I have visited was an eye specialist to get my glasses. I have visited the orthopedic department once when I met with an accident to plaster my hands. Other than that I have never been to the hospital. For the first time in my life, at the age of 33, I went to the hospital by becoming my mom's guardian. My dad was in my hometown, so I wasn't left with any choice, to be honest, because the department that I was to visit was the Oncology department. It was one of the scariest things that I have faced and experienced in my life. Even more scariest was when the doctor told me that my mom is suffering from late-stage 4 cancer and the surgery department can't help her. 

I will share the detail of this in the coming days because I am still unable to organize my thoughts about it. I am just grateful that it got over positively. I want to share how we heal our mom. I want people to believe that there is magic in this world and only those who believe in it can experience it.