Why it has to be so difficult to live a life! Everybody wants happiness but what is happiness .It is different for everyone it can be money , success , dogs:) , family etc. but  one thing is same everybody wants LOVE n want someone who can understand them. Mine is in the people we love  but now it is getting difficult for me to the same. I mean evolution is necessary right. I know Same things can't make us happy our whole life we have to add stuff in our list. You know i always listen to every body n understand them but i don't have this kinda person in my life i mean my friends are good but they don't get me. I mean i'm not perfect and i don't want prefect. I know everybody is different but i feel lonly sometimes. I'm just scared to be alone. 

Life gives everybody a hard time we just have to be go with the flow and give our best. It just if we know we know:)

So, my life is a mess right now. It just i don't know what to do. Ohk, the thing is my friend recommend me for a job n told me to lie about it like i'm not graduating or anything but i'm so stupid n i prepared myself for that lie n i couldn't do it n i'm regreting it . I mean i'm feeling so worthless rn. I didnt even tell this to my spcl person. He's so awsm but i'm so much embrassed right now. I'm feeling so low n have no where to go. I mean i have my bestfriend but it's like i can't tell her anything now .Life is so unpredictable , till my birthday i thought i can tell her everything but now it's life she's gonna eat me alive if i told her my one secret. Why we have friends because we knw that they can understands us but it is also not possible to tell them everything coz it's our life. We can do whatever we want don't have to take permission right! 

So, now i have left everything on the situation n destiny. We just have to do what we have to do to get there where we want to and no matter what not to lose hope.

Tune to know more {the secret;)}