Love.. probably the best words which comes with supreme feelings. Humans are emotional being and there's nothing wrong in that. An emotional being is the best human. But it's a turmoil also. How ?
When we love someone and be with someone.. we tend to have certain expectations from that particular relation. And then when our expectations are not fulfilled we become anxious. Everyone has their own idea of living. I agree that not every person I'm meeting will be like me or will have same thought process as I do. But there comes a difference between a good human and a selfish one when u respect and tend to understand the feeling of other person.
When someone fails to stand on your expectations we feel heartbroken. We feel the world may come end. But dear friend don't make anyone your weakness. You're stronger than u ever could think. Life goes on with or without someone.
You are your permanent cheerleader. I've cried myself to sleep many times and no one knew .. next morning woke up as if nothing happened. Every morning I reminded myself of how beautiful this world is. And trust me universe listens. Everything here needs you as much as you need them . Give world a smile and it will smile back.
Recently i have been in this roller coaster ride where i was confused all the time .was so much fearful to move forward in life. But gradually collected all the guts i could ever and gave myself that much needed push . And see today I'm writing experience so thst even if a single person is getting motivated by reading this.. it's worth all the time.
I'm not fearful now to again fall in love with life. Definitely i was anxious at the beginning but now I'm no my healing way. I'm letting the universe to decide for me. I'm trying to understand it's signals. And my life is improving gradually. Feeling stronger then ever.
My silent prayers and wishes to all of those who are fighting silent battles and not letting anyone know about it. Trust me you're the strongest of all. One day you will woke up and will find that the past is not hurting you and you're heart is again ready to give love to everyone. That day will come soon.
Thank you