Hello readers!!

The title tells so much about the blog though.

Through this, I want to tell you all my own small story related to jealousy, silly one though but you all will definitely like it.

So, the incident happened when I was very small but I came to learn from it after growing up.

I was at my uncle's house (my Mamaji's) . I was playing there.

With me, there were others kids also, all were enjoying , happy faces all around. Then the thing happened. My Mumma grabbed a kid in her arms and started loving him . She was holding him and kissing him, talking to him about his clothes, his interests, what he liked the most, etc, etc, those silly topics mostly elder people talk about to kids…(leave it).

I was looking at her and then the kid. I was watching how much she was caring about him, loving him, but why?

I am her own kid, her own child.

If you want to hold a child , love a child, care about a child , just come to me, hold me,love me, care about me, you can't just love any other kid leaving your own.

You are my mumma. Only I can sit in your lap, no one else.

You should only love me.

So these all were the silly thoughts which a jealous person mostly a small kid would think.

I was so much jealous of that kid and I don't know after that what I thought, because the thing I did wasn't a good one.

I suddenly got up and started running towards her, to make her hold me not that kid. 

But…..

Instead of making her leave that kid,  I harmed myself , I got injured by own own , just due to those silly, meaningless thoughts.

When I was running towards her, I lost my balance as I was a small kid ,it was my learning period, and then got hurted on my head by the wall, fainted there, plus head bleeding. Oh… my God, silly me.

Now I am having a mark on the left side of my head, the mark showing how silly, selfish and jealous I was.

Whenever I think about this incident or whenever my parents talk about it, I know now because of whom this was happened, whose fault it was. It was me, only me.

Now I understand, jealousy is never good. It harm only us or our favorite person , hurt the feelings of our families as in that time it hurted my mumma mostly, she felt really bad, blamed herself for the incident. 

The cover picture is an artwork, made by me showing the venom ( the poison) inside us which is responsible for all were bad work, evil work. We need to improve ourselves to wash away all the venom from us.

So, at last I want to say learn from your mistakes, think positive and believe in yourself.

~ Newly Risen Sun

Thank you reading.