Hello people welcome back to my blogs ! Hope you all doing good and safe . For today's blog i searched many topics to write but just ended up writing how i feel everyday during these days of Covid . Ofcourse ,i am filled with lots of thoughts , so i thought sharing with you guys make me light .
The first thought of mine is how the day is passing so fast that i could not even acknowledge ? it's like morning and suddenly the night comes . I will barely remember eating my breakfast and i will be already 11 in the morning . The time between the lunch and evening just flies away . Is that only me or everyone feels it ?
The other one is feeling utterly useless or un - productive π . Even now i am feeling like that . I'll attend my online classes and do my assignments , that's it for the day . Apart from that may be some house-hold works . I'll always think about doing things , like starting a new routine or learn something related my academics . I'll get the fire and interest for just few minutes and all that fire just goes off - pufff!!! then back to reality . i'll whine and worry all day about my lazy routine but by the end of the day , i just repeat my useless routine like watching series and scrolling instagram feeds .
Then i'll think that my parents hate me for being like this , which they actually do . LOLπ€£ . Here comes the part that we everyone must have went through β overthinking β . Then i will spend couple of hours overthinking about my future , worrying for things that may never happen and getting depressed, this is my full day . Just made of un necessary random made up thoughts and wasting my day for it .
But now i think , i have changed a bit . One productive thing i do , is these blogs which makes me engaged and gets my mind occupied by searching blog contents and more than that it makes me happy . Then i will say to myself that blogging is also useful and its much productive work to do . isn't it ? Doing something is better than nothing .
So guys , if you guys feel like me , then welcome to the club . don't feel alone . Because i realized having these thoughts are usual but the nuclear point is you must find out something to spend your time useful . It can be anything it's up to you.
Guys , if you ever felt like the way i felt , lemme know that i am not alone and comment down . π