What I really want?? Yesterday night I just go to sleep and remembering the things that I have done in past. That things included so much fun I have done with my hostal buddies, friends, cousin's, and family, some bad experience also included in that..that bad events change  my life,, not 100% but that events affect my life 75%. I'm a girl with very sensitive nature, who's life affected by very small things. My life was going good and very happy with all the things given by the god. Everyone in family pampers Mehh, my every wish is completed by my father, I haven't any complaint with God. Because I'm totally unaware with the problems of life, what is actually sadness, pain,, I haven't any idea because I never feel this. My friend circle is also very good and get one bestii during diploma study. she cares for me, helps me, support me, and love me as I'm, she always by my side and motivate me when I'm at my down. We makes lots of fun during the diploma time and I love that time..but time get changes, and days gone very fast..and corona come's in all of us life, firstly all students are happy only because of vacations of 15 days but that duration is increased upto an year and now this condition is continued……….This lockdown give me some bad note's that I never face before. Upto an year goes in that things to overcome, but in life we can't forget something's and we have learn to live with all this, in my case, I take very long time to overcome and move on, I have a one special friend, he help's me to move on and being my support system in that condition. My greatest happiness is comes from he..and only because of him, his efforts to make me smile, I'm Reddy to be happy..and smile again. But in real my happiness is lost behind the bad things that face by Mehh. Now I want to be happy…so I just think what is real happiness??? Real happiness is in being the child and enjoy everything, never thinks about the people just enjoy.. because time never returned, I wish..I want to get a one day as my dream., On that dreamy day, Rainbow in sky.., Sky is pink and small colourfull butterflies flying around Mehh..cloud runs from one to another placetrees of chocolates,, rain of toffees, and tune of happiness run in behind, also I want my  all my friends with me to make lots of fun..I really want to live that day as a small kid. Yah..!! I know my dream is so childish and it can't be true.. but that is real happiness to being child and enjoy everything.!!