Ahh everyday I think I will sleep early tonight but it never actually happens. Ultimately I only get 4 hours of sleep. 

Being a mother means being busy all day. With two hyper kids I get no time for myself. Infact I eat at random times. I am sure new moms can relate.

Today too I had all plans to sleep early but nope social media and youtube are calling me. Yes this is my me-time. The space I need. Kids are fast asleep and I have sometime for myself now. Who is going to waste it by sleeping? haha. I will only go to sleep when the mobile falls on my face. It happens when I am dead sleepy. So less time so much to do. 

Does it happen with you too? Sometimes I put on hopeless romantic songs or sad songs and get lost in them. Either I dream or I cry. But it still feels good. It's 12:15 am at the moment but I am blogging. 

All past nonsense starts coming into my head every night but I try and shove it away. I hide myself in the blanket to hide the phone's light. Earlier it used to be from my parents now from the kids.

I am hungry too but forgot to keep my protein bar in the room tonight. Do you guys snack at night too? I only munch healthy things but still it's mostly sweet. 

My little monsters are sleeping beside me peacefully. Wish I could also sleep like a baby but mom has her duties at night too. Be it diaper changes or breastfeedings so peaceful deep sleep is out of question.

I will probably land up on Amazon to shop now. Needed to buy few things but left them half through the search. Shopping is another weakness I am trying to control and somewhat succeeding.

I know it's a random post but how many times do we write our thoughts randomly? I think it's refreshing because you write without thinking or planning. 

I wonder how many people are like me? Night owls anyone? I am quite sleepy now but also cherishing this me time. It's like I am breathing after a full day. So tired yet so energised to stay awake. I know I will complain and curse myself in the morning for not sleeping on time. I will probably promise myself again to sleep early.. as always! Good night!