When things go wrong it isn't gonna be easy. I never got a chance to see where I stand. “ It is you who made me do it” is what I said every time when things went out of my control. I realized that I am the one who is by staking my own life for my unacceptance. I am Mukthi let me narrate my journey towards you. I am from an orthodox family and how I coped up with my depression is all this blog meant. I am waiting for my future generations to tell my lockdown stories. Maybe it starts like this Once upon a time, there was a Virus named Corona…….and how it affected physical and mental health. How every decision I made in my past started stabbing me for no reason. I chose to complete my graduation in a government college even though my father can afford a private college. I blamed my college for my inability to try hard to be placed in any company. I can't accept my cowardness that I didn't use the chance of studying abroad. I couldn't accept my career in any other field other than IT that I wasted a year. I left my job thinking that life will be a bed of roses and another job will be knocking at my door within days. If there is anything that I can do to correct my future is either by purchasing a time machine or following my heart. Obviously, I don't have that money to invest in the time machine but I can let my heart nurture with every decision I make. I learnt from my mistakes but I would have loved it if I took the advice from my dear ones. Walk either in my way or yours make sure to be aware when you walk. This blog is for the first best decision I made. I started my study in arts and literature with complete acceptance this time. Let's gather in our next blog with much more information on how arts helped me in my inner journey.
This picture is taken when I was experiencing the healing properties of nature. I still remember that smell of mud, trembling feet, and a cool breeze on my face. All I could ask is to freeze the moment. I am thankful that I know what a happy soul is…….and This is to record my journey towards enlightenment.
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Mukthi